Entitlement

Entitlement. What do I think I deserve? What’s my expectation?

These all lead to disappointment as what I think I deserve isn’t always what I get. I had a similar time when I moved to Australia, I had no plan and learnt to be ok with that, there was massive disappointment and I worked out it was because I had expectation and felt entitled to certain outcomes that never happened.

I’m in a similar situation and the ego is in overdrive again, taking things personally, reacting, taking offence. None of which is productive but I guess it’s a process. Allow my ego to through it’s hissy fit, reflect, think it through, calm down and then decide. Act rather than react. Go through the motions of disappointment, frustration, anger, feelings of injustice and then decide based on rational thinking.