Hangover

And just like a hangover after drinking too much, there’s now an emotional hangover from feeling too much.

There should be a sense of relief and freedom from taking action. I know there will be in time, but the initial thoughts are around doubt, fear, judgement and maybe even a feeling of regret and failure.

Not all decisions are easy, not just making them but living with the consequences. It’s taken me over 3 years to make this one and I’ve no doubt there will be fall out. It’s easier if I’m expecting it but I know it’ll still be hard.

Moving on, I’m ensuring that I’m surrounded by people who love me, accept me, don’t judge me, support me, and want the best for me. Life is too short to have people in my life who aren’t on the same page.

I’ve talked alot about fear and the struggles of living with the emotions that are hard. I avoid saying negative emotions as they are part of life and I appreciate the full spectrum. Going forward I’m going to explore the feelings and emotions at the other end of the scale.